I'm Charlene Cantorna Cabalar from Narvacan, Ilocos Sur. But I'm here at Aringay, La Union. Why? This is my destiny given by our dearest God.
Before I enrolled Bachelor of Elementary Education Major in Special Education. Many sacrifices I was made and a lot of tears were wasted. In what situation? I was murdered by dissecting my own thoughts. If should I need to decide to take this course but I need to separate from my parent's life - become maid to my auntie or should i take my second choice as General Education Teacher or Civil Engineering and be with my parent but there is no possibility that I will be graduate by the year 2019 because of financial problem. So in the end, I decided to go here in Aringay to face the life's destined me. My life isn't easy but I just make it easy and be positive because this is my choice. Now, I'm 3rd Year student of Don Mariano Marcos Memorial State University, still fighting and believing in this journey.
Many people think that I'm very lucky and always motivated to study because I have those complete materials and resources in school but behind that completeness of materials I sacrificed my face to have that material also behind my motivational smile there will always a dark spot in my life that no one can puzzle it who really I am. Either my parent didn't know that I been experiencing difficulties in life because I don't want them worried. And also they don't know that their only princess was at risk of hearing impairment because of pressured or overdosing herself of medicines. I'm not already novice in hiding my identity I'm already expert because no one can be noticed it only myself. But in the end of the day, I'm very thankful to my savior that he never leaves me alone, he never fails me, he never ends to give me knowledge, patience and faith to fight this life.
Life is very easy but you need to mix the ingredient of patience and sacrifice. Every semester start I want to quit this journey and praying to god that give me sign if I will give up already or not and give me strength. Because I always drowning my own mind want to do. Patience that I will combine the life of a student and little maid. Patience that my privacy in life is already read by others. Patience that some people will watch you and criticize your whole personality every second, minutes and hour. Sacrifice your unconditional love for your parent. Sacrifice everything so that in the future you will be an expert very much in sacrificing and patience in one thing.
Don't judge this that I'm negatively in life. Take this as motivation or inspiration to those people who always feel that the life is so unfair or they think that they are not lucky on this journey. Someday, If God's will all the scarfs on your heart will be faded and you will become a great person. And the success is yours. Just think positive and never disappoint yourself. I have remembered the quotation given to my one and only teacher that "Don't compete with other but you need to compete within yourself." When I have heard that quotation I bank it to my mind and bring it every day as motivation. And I neglected the pain and depression I was experienced. Be patiently enough and Sacrifice before you will succeed. Again, Smile ☺ Take the road of life easy.
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